Quickly going NO where

I just hit an 8 month anniversary of owning my own little piece of Tennessee. I’m quickly approaching a year and I’m sitting here thinking to myself “I have gotten NO WHERE”. How in the world will I build a house and move here before I hit 50 years old? I know ……..25 years is plenty of time but my birth certificate says I only have 4 so………chop chop. I spent the majority of my adult life trying to get better, earn more, accomplish greater, just MORE everything to be honest. Now in the past year I have been trying to go backwards. In my quest to do and accomplish less, I have set a very large path of goals that I need to obtain. My goal to live on a beautiful property, inside my custom built dream home, growing the majority of my food, conducting a small business that brings me joy (still looking for that girl Joy, that my old therapist told me about) as opposed to headaches, all while earning enough to exist with happiness. I am not rich, I did not have a plan for this and honestly I have no realistic plan on how I”m going to accomplish building this property. But having no plan hasn't stopped me before. So what I have accomplished in 8 months worth of time.

My delapidated barn on my chunk of joy

I’ve learn my fair share about shit. How it’s kept, how it’s handled, how it may or may not roll downhill. All things relating to septic tanks I fully emerged myself into. Along with the utilities, this is probably the biggest accomplishment yet. The septic tank has been installed.